Jenn would like to say:

I'm recovering from anorexia!
I'm suffering a relapse
I AM TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME.
I am still so anti-pro-ana that you'll get pregnant. I personally can't get pregnant, not that I'm trying, although sexanddrugsandmusic tbh, but no, really, I can't because I'm not healthy yet, physically, but I'm getting better and better mentally every day. It's incredibly difficult and I'm suffering, especially physically, but whatever tbh OFWGKTADGAF.
The universe exists to experience itself and, thus, the only point of being alive is to use our senses to experience our surroundings - all the emotions, all the textures, sounds, sights, and tastes, etc. Eating and psychological disorders? They really detriment the ENTIRE POINT OF BEING ALIVE! So I help you when I feel up to it, usually privately, and fight in my own life, too.

Quick Statz!

name: Jenn
facebook: click here to be besties!
age: 17
height: 5'8''
days purge-free: 0
current BMI: 17.6
status: in relaxed OP treatment.
“Do you like Demi Lovato?”
-Anonymous

Do I like her? Do I like her?! She seems so fucking awesome and fun and I want to:

  • meet her
  • hug her
  • take funny webcam pictures with her
  • eat fruit salad and watch movies with her
  • text her pictures of stupid signs and funny things I find
  • go for walks with her and talk about boys we want to bone
#demi lovato #demi #what if she sees this #oh god she would never be my friend then #im totally mostly kidding a little bit sort of #no im not
Reasons I Feel Good Today:
  • I am hungry. This means my hunger cues are coming back, meaning my body is regulating and therefore I am getting healthier and more able!

  • Demi Lovato exists. This is self-explanatory. 

  • This bra fits perfectly. The bit between the cups is firm against my sternum, the band isn’t tight or loose, the straps don’t dig or fall off, this doesn’t push my boobs together and it supports them perfectly. Also, it is purple. This is the most perfect fucking bra, it’s like. hugging me.

  • I feel calm and pleasant, like I always do the day after I get high. I had a great night last night.

On the downside, I don’t know where my family is. I got in the shower and my mom was at the gym and Liz was home, but then I got out of the shower and no one is home and there are new strawberries in the fridge, dried cranberries in the cupboard, and a pineapple on the counter. If this is all she got at the store, I’m going to be kind of upset, because we are completely out of protein sources.

That being said, my grandma wasn’t home yesterday, and she doesn’t work on Mondays, and now my mother and sister are missing. What is going on here, tbh?

#bras #demi lovato #etc #omg this bra guys #recovery #weed #what else did i mention #oh uh THE FUCK IS MY FAMILY?
that song holy god demi please just let me meet you oh god please we can talk all the time and write songs and never be sick ever again and oh god
#demi lovato
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl? How could you push me out of your world? Lied to your flesh and your blood, put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved? 

i’m going to die oh god the tears i wasn’t impressed until the chorus oh god

(Source: marvolor)

#demi lovato #music #oh my fucking GOD #unbroken #for the love of a daughter
the new purpose of my tumblr is solely to defend and glorify demi lovato.
#demi lovato

collarbones-oricecreamcones:

how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch:

aesk:

how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch:

and you don’t only look healthy, demi, love, you look hot as fuuuuuarkkkkkkkk

aaaaaaaaand this is why people don’t want to recover, because she looked HOTTER when she was ILL.

lol. no. she looked ILL when she was ill.

now she has hips that accentuate her tiny as fuck waist, and she glows.

She’s beautiful now and she was beautiful before. But in my opinion, her “before” body was more what I strive for. :/ I guess that’s the skewed image of an eating disorder. But either way, you can’t TELL someone what THEY think is a better body. If Demi has overcome an eating disorder and looks THIS hot then more power to her. ESPECIALLY if she feels beautiful. Who are we to decide when she looked the “best?”

I think it’s very distasteful to say of anyone who has just gotten out of treatment (which DOES NOT MEAN they aren’t battling the disorder, still), that they “looked better” when they were ill.

Cancer patient? PSH you looked better BALD.

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#Demi lovato #Eating disorder #Weight #Weight gain #Weight loss
Can we all stop saying Demi is “still beautiful”? It implies “even though” she’s gained weight. I think she’s MORE beautiful, to be honest. She has dem hips that point out exactly how itty bitty tiny her waist is, and she has a glow about her that makes me want to meet her and hug her and tell her she’s giving people like me hope about treatment. Please stop saying she’s “still beautiful”. It implies “even though”. It implies “even though that cancer patient got better, he’s still beautiful”. Demi’s never been this hot and never been this beautiful or inspiring; she just keeps getting better.
#demi lovato #demi #eating disorders #thinspo #fitspo #inspiration

aesk:

how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch:

and you don’t only look healthy, demi, love, you look hot as fuuuuuarkkkkkkkk

aaaaaaaaand this is why people don’t want to recover, because she looked HOTTER when she was ILL.

lol. no. she looked ILL when she was ill.

now she has hips that accentuate her tiny as fuck waist, and she glows.

#Demi lovato #Eating disorder #Weight #Weight gain #Weight loss

and you don’t only look healthy, demi, love, you look hot as fuuuuuarkkkkkkkk

(via positivelyyou)

#Demi lovato #Eating disorder #Weight #Weight gain #Weight loss
I want to meet demi lovato so badly and just hug her because she’s like me and it hurts, and every time i think about it, i cry, i’m not kidding.
#demi lovato

toproveiamtheonewhocan:

whereismisanity:

I think she looks great. 
People are just assholes.
This girl just got out of treatment for an eating disorder. Of course she gained weight.
She was at an unhealthy weight before and now she’s healthy.
There’s a reason she had to go to rehab in the first place.

Yes, she may have been at an unhealthy weight before but being over weight is not healthy either.

She doesn’t look overweight.She looks full of life. and she carries all her weight in her legs and arms, so no, she isn’t chubby (look at that waist! google pictures of her, that’s just her fat store pattern).
I’d like to see you have the balls to go to rehab for an eating disorder, and emerge in a tight dress with a fucking smile on your face, only to be called fat by people who don’t care if they trigger you right into what you’re trying to stop.

toproveiamtheonewhocan:

whereismisanity:

I think she looks great. 

People are just assholes.

This girl just got out of treatment for an eating disorder. Of course she gained weight.

She was at an unhealthy weight before and now she’s healthy.

There’s a reason she had to go to rehab in the first place.

Yes, she may have been at an unhealthy weight before but being over weight is not healthy either.

She doesn’t look overweight.
She looks full of life. and she carries all her weight in her legs and arms, so no, she isn’t chubby (look at that waist! google pictures of her, that’s just her fat store pattern).

I’d like to see you have the balls to go to rehab for an eating disorder, and emerge in a tight dress with a fucking smile on your face, only to be called fat by people who don’t care if they trigger you right into what you’re trying to stop.

(Source: semiplanet, via mammasaurusrex)

#demi #demi lovato

I really like the direction she went with in this video.
It forces you to focus on the song and what she means, rather than some story someone created to go along with it. 

 keep gettin better, demi. gives me hope.

#demi lovato #eating disorders #treatment #anorexia #bulimia #music #skyscraper
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