Jenn would like to say:

I'm recovering from anorexia!
I'm suffering a relapse
I AM TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME.
I am still so anti-pro-ana that you'll get pregnant. I personally can't get pregnant, not that I'm trying, although sexanddrugsandmusic tbh, but no, really, I can't because I'm not healthy yet, physically, but I'm getting better and better mentally every day. It's incredibly difficult and I'm suffering, especially physically, but whatever tbh OFWGKTADGAF.
The universe exists to experience itself and, thus, the only point of being alive is to use our senses to experience our surroundings - all the emotions, all the textures, sounds, sights, and tastes, etc. Eating and psychological disorders? They really detriment the ENTIRE POINT OF BEING ALIVE! So I help you when I feel up to it, usually privately, and fight in my own life, too.

Quick Statz!

name: Jenn
facebook: click here to be besties!
age: 17
height: 5'8''
days purge-free: 0
current BMI: 17.6
status: in relaxed OP treatment.
Posted on Feb 25, 2012 at 12:37 AM with 26 notes
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“I don't understand why you haven't killed yourself yet.”
-Anonymous

lole 
ok
lemme clear this up for you

I’m a fucking wreck but I’m a fantastic wreck.
So are the rest of us.

I live for pleasure and pleasure alone, and that comes in levels. I like animalistic things - sounds and beats so violent your heart explodes and you projectile vomit,starving myself or vomiting to manipulate my psychology and biology, making out for sport, whatever drugs make me feel whatever I want, euphoric or in an underwater whirlpool tunnel to God. 

I like deeper things. I live to touch people and I don’t mean their lives; i could lie there and converse with you, sure, but human communication is never completely direct because we can’t exchange consciousnesses, so I’d rather be naked, skin to skin, and just be aware of the life that animates you. I love human expression and the false societies and communities and underground subcults and psychology, and music that gets as close to direct communication of feeling and ideas as we can get. I’m fascinated by thought and consciousness, life and death and the interconnectedness of conscious awareness of reality and philosophy. I’m fascinated by nature. And everything’s irrelevance or complete necessity.

I’m fascinated by the fact that I can’t do anything about the latter, so I move back to: animalistic pleasure. bring me violent beats and a spliff or some speed and let’s go to the woods.

I don’t care if you think I should die. 
I don’t care about much of anything.
I love everyone and everything because they and it are me and I’m them and we’re all a fantastic fucking wreck and that’s why I’m still here. 

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