March 2012
Anonymous asked: I thought you were schizophrenic
Actually that’s a lie a lot of people I see often IRL know my url and its never by my own doing. I get a lot of howareyous and a lot of soareyouhighrightnows and a shitload of looks but I literally don’t give even one shit because I’m not ashamed because life is a joke and I’m hilarious
school "friends": omg do you have a tumblr omg
me: no.
People who do promos.
You are tacky and I hate you.
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Infinity is “limiting”?
Ungrateful sack of shit.
Of course you’re suffocating.
Great. Go slit your wrists.
Do you know you sound ridiculous?
Yours is no unique predicament.
You can leave the shit you’re sitting in,
or accept it makes no difference.
The only reason you exist:
so something can experience
a chemical based happiness,
invented out of nothingness.
We are...
Stop being such a fucking cunt.
Bitches listen up
Anonymous asked: Are you okay though. Fine if you say it's gonna last, it'll last. That I can handle. But are you doing okay.
Anonymous asked: How ya been lately Jen? You doing okay? You kind of seem like you're just giving into the manic, aggressive sides of depression. Ya know that side where it's like you are so upset and you could care less that you get this really reckless personality that lasts for a short amount of time but it still exists
I told one of my doctors I’m considering medication for manic depression…but I realized soon afterward that I don’t want to lose the manic episodes. Losing the depressive is not worth losing the manic. I’ve resolved to scam them into giving me some kind of stimulant I can abuse. This isn’t a disease, its a personality.
February 2012
I love clay so much. he is the only boy I’ve ever loved completely platonically. Maybe the only person I’ve ever truly loved and only ever loved platonically. I love him so much I could cry.
Anonymous asked: Did you relapse? I've been away for a while & now I'm back it's just like smokestarvesuicide-Jenn. Hope you're okay, love <3
So when do I get to formally bitch at you for being an asshole
Pretty sure you’ll read this
I’m still manicmanic
Hundred miles an hour
Weedhigh plus starvinghigh
Made a pipe in art society
Stole a lovely sharp blade
Not for suicide. They’re just nice to have.
Why aren’t there parties every day
I’m so fucking manic do you know what I mean
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I took, and I took, and I begged to be saved;
then, i gave, and I gave, and I filled in my grave,
so take me as I am, now: drugged and manic.
I look, and I look but I can’t find the way,
alleys and valleys, they never are paved,
hate me for my plan, now, not to panic.
Or take me, hold my hand; I’m not satanic.
I’ve been getting high, smoking naked out my window, blaze light, or...
selfsin asked: jenn i wanna chill and blaze with you you seem cool aighttttt
Anonymous asked: what does your pussy taste like
“Puke out your ass, give your throat a break.”
– My ghetto gay best friend
WatchLmfao we tried to be sentimental and it went awry
WatchRack City Bitch
WatchThis is me dancing with The Only Reason I Never Actually Attempt Suicide Anymore.
I know I party hard and drug up but right now I’m going to the library and I’m excited for loads of books yee!
Not feeling bulimic today. Bout time. First day since December. It’ll probably last.
Sometimes I wish nirvana were still around in whole, but then I remember dear God poor Kurt would not want be around and dear God would he suffer doing that same shit that drove him the last bit to sucking off a shotgun
Oh God he must have felt so awful. Awake must have been so horrible.
i cut my hands up making vapes out of lightbulbs for all my friends
and the best one shattered
and the other two are very fragile
that’s right add that up, 3
>all my friends
i need a pipe
Anonymous asked: How can i lose 10 pounds fast?
did you guys know i queue my posts so you never know when im really on? 6:18/26/2/2012
I literally don’t understand how to eat like a regular person. I would do it if it made sense but it just doesn’t make sense. I don’t understand a lot of things about it.
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Anonymous asked: You have the ugliest boobs....
Anonymous asked: I thought thyme was your friend? And the others are no longer your friends? What happened to Danielle Matt Nicole Clay all the ones you posted such happy picture collages about?
Crashed
thymesage asked: arg i read your stupid writan note things. AT LEAST ONE was about me. i NEVER check your tumblr. now i feel a BIT bad. a bit "sorry". but mostly, bye. just bye.
Omg the best day
Wake n baked (woke and boked?)
Plus lots of caffeine
Killed a Spanish test
Laughed and ran around and socialsocial
I am going at a hundred miles an hour and afraid to come down
I want to go out right now but there’s nothing to do
I am seriously a hundred miles an hour
Anonymous asked: Does it bother you that very few people from the internet actually think of you as a person? It seems to me like most people either idolize you- "omg jennnnnn you're so perfect!!!!!" or really fucking hate you and shit on everything you say.
Anonymous asked: Wait was the missionary work thing sarcastic? I can't tell :\
Anonymous asked: how do you know that they don't stir up as intense feelings, or more intense for other people...
Anonymous asked: >cant get attention from thyme or fb anymore >moves to tumblr >"i am fucking perfect". ye. btw i found out whats wrong with you /wiki/Delusional_disorder and im fucking mad you didint actually kill yourself. look at yr fat sociopath boy face. is any part of yr life not a lie? "anorexic and abused" >healthy weight and virgin-tight vagin. i will forever regret making...
oh it makes me so sad that these songs will never evoke these same emotions in anyone else….it makes me so sad they can’t mean the same things to you.
